If this causes a shit storm, pffffffftttt just calm yo tits
I'm sure at some point I've said before that I didn't want to write Phan as much but it's all blowing up in my face a bit now that I've said it again. People are misunderstanding me and getting all worked up and freaked out so let me try and explain.
I think Phan is overrated.
Dan and Phil's popularity has shot up immensely so, but there's obviously not a lot I can do about that. It's great for them, I guess, even if it annoys me. But what annoys the shit out of me is how there are so many other YouTuber's who are just as good, if not better, than them and yet they get jack shit for their efforts. Obviously Dan and Phil are amazing and we love them, etc. etc., but there are other YouTuber's and they are just as awesome and it just annoys me how they don't seem to get as much attention.
That's slightly off topic, I don't have a problem with Dan and Phil, I have a problem about how overrated Phan is. Like everyone hypes it up and, I'ono how to explain it...
I'm going to give an example: I never wanted to watch Naruto (still don't) because 1) too many episodes 2) didn't really interest me and 3) because I thought it was more hyped up then it needed being.
And that's kinda how I feel about Phan now; I just think it's super hyped up and it's just a bit, argh.
But then people misunderstand what I'm trying to tell them because the minute I said I hated how popular and overrated it was, people assume I meant the fans and just told me to get over them and write Phan because I love Phan but the truth is, apart from me hating anything I believe is overrated (I can't help it, I seriously can't), I just don't wanna write Phan anymore.
I have so many ships and fandoms that I belong to and I wanna write stuff for them because holy shit, they're hot, but I kept writing Phan because I wanted to keep everyone happy.
And then that anon thing happened (let's not go there) and I'm just tired of writing Phan really. Doesn't mean I won't write Phan EVER AGAIN, but I just don't wanna write any right now. I wanna write other things too.
I'ono if this really helped but I thought I might try and explain. Don't think I did a good job, but yeah. I just wanna write other things and I'm fed up of writing Phan and yeah. Ta-da.
Side note, I'm still considering doing the art competition thing, maybe.
Listening to: Asleep by Emilie Autumn
Reading: This journal stuff
Watching: My screen
Playing: With my keyboard